new fact, packing causes great stress to parents.

| |things ive always thought or wanted to do
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__| |____:FUCK YOU MONTFORT I LOVE YOU BUT HATE AT THE SAME TIME!
IVE WANTED TO MOVE OUT OF MONTFORT SINCE THE FIRST DAY I CAME IN
I WANTED TO KILL THAT ASSHOLE THAT BULLIED ME IN SEC 1
SAY POTATOE TAN!
STAY IN SINGAPORE AND LEAVE MY PARENTS.

from now on i shall use this blogsite for my negativeness venting.

the reason why i seem happy all the time in the outside world is cause everything i hate, sad, regret, or emo about is all locked away in my blog.but in life i always get reminded of things. why cant all emotions be locked away in here, then in life, i dont feel that miserable.

the story so far and thoughts:

i regret living this kind of life. my father moves from country to country. so i keep moving with him as well. i hate it. my mom told me get every opportunity within my grasp. turns out, MOST oppertuninites always there WHEN I LEAVE THE COUNTRY.I FUCKIGN HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE SO BAD.

Reasons why moving is bad: no definite friends. no childhood frineds. disruptive education. i dont bloody care if i had to take psle, i want to be in sing. miss oppertuninites like YOV. international schools are fucking ex. countries you have to go that are unfamiliar. you have to start fresh everytime you move. ITS THE KIND OF LIFE THAT I EXPERIENCE TO HATE.

'moving is taking opening doors to new oppertunities and adventure. BULLSHIT. im missing my own adventure IN MY OWN COUNTRY. whats the point of being called a singaporean when you dont live in singapore most of your life? i barely remember my kindergarden days and i cant remember anybody one bit. everyone i know now has friends from way long ago. i barely know anyone from my days. my god. im so envious of this kind of things, i feel so alienified. I SO HATE IT. and another thing. if i lived in singapore from the start till now, i could be in the YOG fuck. like myra lee, rainer ng, all those pros representing sing. if id join swimming or any sport when i was young, i could be representign yog. it would be such a damn big deal and honor. but i had to be stuck with a family that travels alot. and currently, the YOV (" "village) i could have gone with the monfortion classmates to meet athletes and meet new people. my god i wanted to go so bad but NOOOO i had to leave the country and miss the thing. they wouldent allow cause i might AWL. i wanted to go so badly but i just had to move during the yog period.

Im going sad, im going emo, im fustrated, my mom says my blood pressure is high. i feel like just commiting suidice *touch wood*. still though, i hate this. I want to rewind life and go at it my way. i dont care, i want to.

not a very good day...

Well time to revive my blog~

today was quite a happening, as as yesterday~

SAW AN AWESOME RAINBOW :D

today~

went to see granpa, hes sick :'( and went for heart surgery. MAY GOD HELP HIM LIVE UNTILL I DIE! had to skipp school... and bervyn said the hot teacher was a sub D:< ahh shes hot... I LOVE THE NEW JAP BAND, FUNKY MONKEY BABYS! helped dota with his drow, went for training and as usual, i survivd~ whooo!

FUNKY MONKEY BABYS :D <3

My blog's dead~

Friends are nothing more than play things.

Act of Random Kindness.

71 more days To do it.

All of this give me hope and all of these things seems to be related to me right now... i know, god is trying to tell me something. he always did. I just can't hear him.

Oh fucking hell, after exam everything is back to the unlucky state of mind. My life seems to co-reside in luck. I maybe being superstitious but the things that are happening to me is really pissing me off, making me go back into depression and im getting fucking tired of it. After i got sweeped by cantius when he was being all lightsaber starwars, my glasses cracked, people starts to hate me and i keep saying wrong things to people. I'm going fuckign despesperate for a miracle right now. God, i really need you ugh... Going training is the only thing that keeps me cheer-ie but even fucking bad luck strikes there, my bottle broke, fell from the second floor bathroom because of a strong wind. I'd scream at bad luck if it was real right now. Fuck all that is happening right now. Depression takes over, good fuck.

Friends is another issue... although i'm leaving, don't get me wrong, people aren't really treating me like before... now im like left out of all the fun, and if i like self invite, its gonna be worse... Ugh, im being sucked into a void of invisibility, Fucking hell, im so damn sad... Leaving like this is not how i expected... argh, i wanted to go prawning as well...

Hell its been long since i've updated my blog. Exam just finished yesterday, WHOO!

Yesterday was art and i did something different then my usual rainbow contrast. I called it Vintage 1901. My part of the shoe had like all the design that looked like it was made in the 1800s. the color says it all :D Fading contrast and color, stitched design, A logo of 1901. i just hope its convincing for ms chan if not... i failed my artistic aspect...

Went training during exam period, hah couldn't be bothered with the exams lately. Lately i've been forced by my cousin and uncle to grow abs. i like their intention but its torturing like hell.

When it comes to holidays or whatever my social life is quite sad... I don't expect sympathy but i just want to do something instead of being home. Lately been in and out of depression for unknown reason. Man i wish had a normal social life...

77 days left Before Life is Sweet Co. terminates,
this post will explode in 5 seconds...

Sorry for all those that reads.

lately studying is the onlything on my mind, and occasionally mousehunt :D anyway things happend this week

-monday holidy
went cycling, got to meet a few people, bump into few random people :D
studied

-tuesday, 1/3 the class got owned by miss yap, so damn funny :D
-ran 2.4 and happy with my results :D 13.10! improved by 3 seconds :D
idiotic fun clas as usual
people call me a stalker and so i will open my stalking services for FOC in money that is

-today
talked to sean about stalking services :D
massworkout, pain as hell
maths, again epic
chinese, ran out of class as usual
english, presented our hillarious video, kinda sad for my poor speaking skills
lit, got back test paper and 17/25, one of the higest in class :D
music, SLACKED AND PLAYED, funny falling water on people, throwing things from first and second floor, pulled a few pants down from pull ups, HAH! then waited for soccer but rather go home

right now, im drooling cause i need starbucks, caramel frap... *drool...*

Drooling is aporduct of Life is Sweet Co.

99 days left. My vision was correct.

Today was quite interesting. Morning was like last week, quite peaceful until Discipline Master came in. He seems to be happy to see our mischievous faces~ People got called out and scolded, few were framed. Then councilors were called out and then complications happened. One got hurt, one got away, one defended and one was blurr~ Throughout the day, hatred took over peoples' mind. After actions were demanded, the class became timid, incredible.

After school there was suppose to be 2.4km run but it 'seemed' to look like it was gonna rain, but we got fooled and wasted the day. Went to defend the hurt, ate with the hurt and defendant. went to Imac lab to waste time with good people :D

Studying at the moment, i wish books works like lyrics, easy and simple to remember with the right tune and motivation.

I am not giving up on what i must pursuit. I will make my goal.

Random Quote: Go for the Golden Goal~

Life is Sweet Co. likes to study~

Her mother call me irresponsible, so thats why i cant contact her whatsoever, except like face to face, i agree but kind of sad. i mean i like just want to chat a little from time to time, i agree i have been over excessively chatting to her, causing her to sleep late, yeah, sorry for that. but if i could just like contact her like before, except the smsing part, i would have like lighten up more. she's fun to talk to when im bored or whatever. man... i regret what i've done before. man i really want to talk to her, but after what i have done i have no idea how to approach he anymore, i cant tell wheather she hates me or just being anti to me. sigh...

101 days left for Life is Sweet Co.

101 days left

School
-pe, sit up, 42, A
-almost 2.4, nobody cares, back to school
-bervyn hit his head, sent him home, lol get better man
-asyraf, he say i extra, but he's more himself
-tried to sing some song in class i forgot today
-class is getting more fun~

after school
-wen to eat
-went to art room to finish my work
-asyraf and aloy fight eachother, strangle, blah blah

went to swim, pain pain pain, came home

Busy is brought to you by Life is Sweet Co., where the four season started :D

impossible... ive trained since last year and i have a lot of enthusiasm to excel in it, but why now? why am i getting more and more late for training? why am i not putting my best effort anymore? wtf is wrong with me? am i there for just her? if she hates me then i have no place there now? was that my intention? i dont think so... i want to go back, i love the smell of chlorine, i love to see her face, i love pushing myself to the limit and breaking my records. I WILL CONTINUE!

today was good actually, bad luck didn't seem to strike.

school
-d&t, couldn't feel my fingers
-MFP, ate in class, justin drank 5 juices at one go...
-maths, haikal got sabo'd by me and aloy :D he kena whacked by ms yap HAH!

afterschool
-followed bervyn, cantius and steven to listen to ms chan's god talk
-got bored and i couldnt handle it
-went to lan with justin lenard jackie cantius bervyn aloy and matthew
-first game lost
-second game, lost more LOL
bervyn left and joel took his place
-me and justin laughed and played the rape game on DOTA LOL
-saw a perverted map and laughing like hell
-took bus home with joel and lenard
-after lenard left, awkward silence
-couldn't go swimming cause exhausted

sigh i remember the picture on the last day of term one on the BBQ party at rain's house. it was sure a damn good day. when before the fight started between me and joel, yeah i like those times. its more fun when we were good friends. leane took my place so what to do. i cant remember what we actually fought about... seriousely, i think that the fight had no meaning to it. i realy cant remember the reason at all...

Reminisce By Life Is Sweet Co.

incredible, i became a bookworm, thanks to her :D in class today, im liek all silent and all and just with my book, no care to the world, just me and my book :D

today was kinda... like peaceful. maybe cause i was in my own world, sunny morning kissing my face, cool breeze whistling across my hair, haikal getting owned and ganged up by people with ice cubes :D that was at recess, so fun~

today i tolerated quite well, al lthose that maked me pissed actually didnt work. knowing my moral made me not go violent~

something i thought of and know why im like all silent and so called 'anti social' right now. im not, i just dont want to be there when im not wanted like yendall, but thats his job cause like bervyn and the rest are like his best buds while im not. so if i go, its like im being an extra. im only there when im wanted, if not, im in my own little world. which is kinda sad actually but getting use to it.

sigh, i really want to fix the bridge between you and me girl, gotta think of something.

my luck has gone terribly bad after since i made up with joel, its the same thing even before that, bad luck strikes, like today and tuesday, i went, thunderstorm followed... i knwo gods trying to tell me something but i just dont know what, please talk to me...

Silent Bookie is on the loose... watch out... Life is Sweet Co...

today was a... disappointment actually...

things happen in class today
-joel got bitched by the chinese teacher
-all of us really couldnt care about lit class
-did napfa
-tired...

its really sad when people just cancel out on you, but ihave no right to be angry this time, shes sick, what to do? get better girl. :]

the price i pay for the things i get doesn't seem worth it from before. cause last time, the unluckiness was always countered by good friends that had so much time. now after what's happen, the bad luck came back again when things became like before but only just not good friends anymore and not like we use to... but what to do, actions caused, people moved on.

brandon was right, i tempted the girl and she burned down the bridge of what we use to be. i take it all back, i want to rebuild the bridge again just so i can come over and be use to life before. i annoy you cause you always seem so accepting and also cause you are fun to be with girl. i wish i can apologise and just be like we use to girl.

This Boy likes This Girl alot~

thanks justin earthshaker was fun to play and got me back to normal, for now anyways, STUN FTW!

EarthShaker has been learned by Life is Sweet Co.

cant be bothered to post what happen today but
-aloy got kicked out of class in lit saying FK
-bervyn, awkwardly smiling and laughing alot today
-studying adn doign hw and also project, walao..
-took photo of class and me and joel carried aloy :)
-tried to dota but halfway got tution, i was getting pwned by joel and bervyn lol
-Bervyn went t get his Four Season Eggs LOL
-met someone today :D

thats all

Life is Sweet Co. Hates Tiredness

Drinking milk and eating banana at the momment, lol

Well today seems to be an upturn. everything seemed to be like just go my way, i think. joel and i became friends again but i dont think like before, but its better than the silent treatment. rainald's going to army tomorrow. good luck~ and ive done all my hw and in a good mood. but i still feel that missing something, i just dont know what, something still needs to be done but i just dont know.

tomorrow's another day, well~

Peace created by Life is Sweet Co.

To the geog teacher we like to annoy. Rainald~

Your time has come to serve NS and leave us, we (I) thank you for being with us for these past few months. well, for me, thanks for being 'my savior' from time to time when i needed help. as for the rest, we thank you for being a temp geog teacher we never liked at first but now its different. ok i suck at this 'we thank you' thing but anyway, have a great life, train hard, dont give up and just make sure you won't forget us~ remember 2E1 is just a number. and for the record, fairytales can come true just need faith man~ BLOODY BIG HEAD FOREVER!

Whatever the misunderstanding is about the AAA and i blame you, fine its my fault, still misunderstood, sorry. but please, i want to stop this class commotion. since ever we like just hate each other, the class is getting more on and they think you are winning. i know you wern't doing anything and just like trying to ignore me and all but the class thinks you are doing things to me. we need to like just be back to the brother hood can man? sooner or later they class will go kamakazi on me and there few remaining months is not gonna be peaceful if this miscommunication continues. just at least clear up the situation for about until summer hols start. i dont mind if you still hate me wahtsoever but at least just tell me man. when after summer hols starts, i promis you you will never see my face again.

life is like a recipe, trying to make each day a better one. Sweeter, saltier, sour-er and etc. Like the four seasons, each season is different, but who likes bitter?

today im gonna say is real quick. in class, TRIED to gave everyone the silent treatment because of the AAA group, failed, end up smiling and back to usual, my moments of anger is quite short. usually its only a while then its gone. well anyway, learned about not giving up in MFP and etc. oh, D&T is the silent thing went well, but logesh, a guy, was so annoying... he just wont leave me alone, apparently today i went physical :) and also he molested me in d&t with a siccors... pathetic...

Maths lately im not payign attention and hw and all cause like its kinda hard to concentrate when alot is going on at the moment. oh well.

after school went lan, but sadly tomorrow morning got compertion, so i was partially lying. anyway, lan was quite a joke for our team... we had lenard aloy cantius and justin with me. at the end of the first game, we were like heck care, sell everything and buy dagon and SPAM. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY WE WERE ALL LOAO (lauging our asses off) then the second game was also funny, justin wanted to ruin rainald's drow so he picked and repicked but i forgot to warn them about this bone fletcher, but it was still awesome!

then later we went to mcdonalds, rain, abby bervyn and joel went off while i stayed with aloy, justin and jackie. then after watching tthem eat... they mad a disgusting concoction... *cooking show* first we put sugar, pepper, milk powder, tomado sauce, chilli and hot and spicy powder into the curry sauce~ then stir it well with a french fry and pour it all into a coke filled with ice. Shake it well and VOILA! then they dared and siccor paper stone each other, i didnt wanted to but then i was forced.. i lost to jacking and was force to drink but then i escape... i called rainald about his ipod and went back, they all gave me black faces.

on the bus home, we were having a topic on "Can people piss during sex?".

Everyone: no.
Aloy: CAN LA!
Cantius: cannot... i tried liao
Everyone: stared at cantius

IT WAS DAMN FUNNY HAH! we have witnessed~

well all for today swimming tomorrow~

Concoction is a product of Life IS Sweet Co.

today i was sick, drifting in and out of consciousness because of exhaustion lately, id expect at least one message from anyone that is like 'you okay today'? but instead i found out this, the new AAA group, aka Anti Adam Association. i really dont know what i do this time... i really am pissed and dont find it funny. if they just think its a joke, they are all being unreasonable, unacceptable and undeniably fucking idiots.

Hatred produced by Life Is Sweet Co.

_l_ may god or me have mercy on you...

Mental breakdown.

sobbing.

Recently, the class is going against me, im being lowered to the class most hated... people are being double standart to me. hate me or like me, make up your mind, its annoying and also misunderstanding, thats how problems are caused. i know when is play and when is real, but all is real and no play... things just went on going from bad to worseand my luck is changing to back to the old one again... why had, asyraf say, 'the war' started? why can't we just make up? im getting all the negative benefit after these things started, one by one, people just go on your side... im quite sad really not angry, just sad.

today, school was terrible as usual, tried to become quiet but couldn't, joel got a 'massive' headache and went home, it'll get better man, then after school, me and aloy went to kfc at hougang mall. a 'deaf' person came to our table and just dropped off things and had a card saying that he was deaf and please buy, he went on to the other tables as well. i knew that guy, i saw him doing this trice, on at sengkang, one at serangoon and one today. and he is a Caucasian... he should just learn sign language, its much easier.

then later me and aloy jalan jalan, saw alot of things, he told me while outside the libary he dropped his pencil, LOL. i was lucky, when i was drinking my dew, an ice dropped but inside, heng ah. we went to the top floor, say a girl got 'molested' and screamed chee bye and then back to playign with that guy... i dont get people these days.

well now im home and got nothing else to do, suppose to see movie with 'her' but since he has a problem, schedual cancled to next week, sigh~

My feelings are really confused right now, i really dont know what should my next move be, in life, im living aimlessly at the momment, which is quite meaningless. i just want purpose and to be loved in any way... too emotional~

Confusion is not made by Life Is Sweet Co.

Well sinc yesterday, asyraf was punking me. he pretended to be some girl called alice f rom cedar school. one dead giveaway~ he said he who is she, hade gone to amk hub to watch movie btu have no money, rainald also said thye have gone to watch movie so then i remembered asyraf following and the time he smsed me on his own hpone number.. then i started palying along, until today, he finally revealed himself which i knew all along... reall nice try actually, good effort but bad liar~

The girl i like is hurt... poor girl, i just heard the news today actually, brandon told me about her knee got dislocated while after a night sleep, she got up and moved a little, and it hurted like hell and so she is now with a clutch and has a hard time going up and down stairs, trouble sitting down in class and others. i just feel so bad that i cant just go and comfort her. why must it happen to her? i wish i could be next to her. get well soon girl, ill be here for ya~ :)

wishes will be part of the Life is Sweet Co.

Okay okay, i agree everything is my fault kay? I AM SORRY MY BROTHER, forget everything and just start fresh man, its really painful to be left out on all the fun with my best bud who i use to hang around with man, if everything is my fault, its fine, blame it all but know this, i am different from others man, you said it yourself, and i take you as my best friend man, an infinite apologies is all i offer and want brothers in return.

Mondays always have something in store for me~

first, school was boring as hell... everyone was interested in magnets... and 'stroking' them. and then later, everyone was raping each other before lit...

second, i went to meet a friend from hihs in hougang mall, when i refused to follow the usuals to eat. then after having convo with her, i wanted to find the rest, but since no one picks up when i want to follow them... i got pissed finding them, i went home.

3rd, on my way hole, a girl which i thought was asyraf phone... sms me. she said her name was alice and i thought asyraf was just playing a fool, but then i t was actually an accidental text to me. coincidentally, it turned out to be rain's friend who is form church, hah what luck~

4th, im being ignored and yet friended at the same time... i dont like being ignored... its the same as talking to a wall or as good as not talking at all... its just sad for me...

all for monday~

sadness produced by LIfe is Sweet~

Well sunday was quite a mood downer, only thing i did, watch movies, do hw, look at card tricks, eat, sleep, cycle and went to cut my hair...

ugh my hair must be cut off cause of school... why do they even bother if people look like a gay or a girl, its just hair... i dont grow to that extent but still.. why must we cut hair, sigh~ good bye long spikes, hello short spikes...

I've done like about 3 apologies to him, and im still waiting for his response. but, i think he is going to one way me, i apologise, while h just forgives me. shouldn't it be two way? one apologise to another, if he wont thnen i should remind him...

1. the cause of him hating me cause i annoy him over the hols, he didnt say he got plans and dont bother to have the courtesy to tell me at first, which then started the "i annoyed him" problem.

2. 'she' is like his bestfriend now, after what i so happen to be bothersom and add her, he got angry and then a short drama momment. no bothersome me = not like this now

3. they cancled on me the last day or so when i already told my mom im not following her to see my dad in vietnam... trip wasted cause of that...

thats all i can remember so far...

This is the written, thought and etc by Life is Sweet Co.

Okay, yesterday was quite a boring day, the only fun thing happened was go eat steam boat, satay, chicken wings and more satay at amk kopitiam, damn zai~ with my aunt, cousins, maid and amah (who blanja for everything cause she striked lottery, 1K SIA!) then after, i had a food zai coma...

Today:

went out in the morning for training, 'she' was there again and i was damn so happy to see her face on a saturday morning~ her bright brown hair, her shining lucent brown eye that glitter like how water shines under the sun, her body of an hourglass and hips that sways like a pendulum with each graceful step she takes. her silent treatment is over! whoo i can be back to normal with her~

When before our turn was called, i flopped out like washed up whale and everyone was laughing, brandon says i move funny and keep splashing water on me to save me(whale). then andrew came along and just keep smacking me... i keep making random movement while im still washed up, lol, everyone was guessing whats the whale gonna do next, then he sat on me like a horse... the whale got angry and flopped over everywhere like a worm with a tantrum on steroids. everyone was laughing like mad and so was 'her'. id do anything just to see her smile of angels~

after stroke check, nothing really amazing happend, followed my mom and her errons, then te fun came when i saw my friend and his girls ^^ doing charity work at vivo, idk why but i brought my bicycles along, so i did card tricks to help them, it felt awesome, impressing people, seeing their faces and also tricking for a good cause~ i wanted to get phone numbers and facebook or etc but i wasnt so bad so i didnt bother~

afternoon training, no relay but game of chase, i did 60 pushups because i keep kena taken over.... but at least that is better than chionging~

and done~

Production by life is sweet~

The Fray - Heartless Cover












In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road,
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil,
you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yNU4SmQcHo&feature

The Fray - How to save a life?




















Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjjHt3sG5Zg&feature


Life is Sweetly Sad~

Today was really interesting school day :D First in the morning, was so bored and tired... ugh mass workout, why can't they just go ot the gym instead? its way more fun there and more work is done. Then mrs tan wasnt here today so rainald took over our class :D in morning assembly, everyone keeps asking him to come over to them, especially aloy lol. then mass workout, haikal dissapeared in the muddy ground HAH! jkjk im not racist lol

in maths, i sabo andrea XD he kept flicking my hair and he tried to blame it on steven, i know stev en isnt the one who is capable of annoying me... so then i raised my hand and said "cher, andrea keeps flicking my hair..." then she cao pe him and he showed me all the colorful language :D

later in sci, rainald took over our class and gave us sci worksheets... well i did it, mostly. then later i went to ka chiau other people, first i went to prem and irfan, prem has a very weird style of playing football in his phone... he just kicks the ball out and nowhere close to the goal! he was also running around te ball, he enters the goal area in a 90 degree fashion LOL that was damn funny, me and irfan was laughing like siao HAH! Then later i saw aloy getting bullied by yendall, then DM came into the room, wesay his face at the backdoor and it was damn scary sia, he confiscated but then returned steven and justins earpiece. justin cried when he lost his Iphone... suay sia~

in chinese, i cha bok and slacked, as usual

then later in recess after we ate, we went to the basket court, we wanted to disturb the sec ones, they got skills sia, while we just stand there LOL then aloy wanted to do a slam dunk moment and so people tried to carry him, the ring almost break! after tha, we say haikal pissed himself when the rest was annoying him in the toilet then the teacher came in and all of them were like paiseh esp haikal HAHAHAHA :D



my shoe was stolen... i climbed up the monkey bars, people wantd to pull my pants but instead they grabbed my shoe sia... they keep throwing around, but it was damn fun :D my shoe got stucked at the ledge.. i got so pissed but having a great time HAH!

then english, doign the project, blah blah blah, we also say someone's blog ;D

later in music, HAIKAL GREW PINK ARMPIT HAIR LOL AND JASPER BECAME AN UNDERWEAR MODEL INFRONT OF THE MUSIC TEACHER AND HE SAID "dude thats disgusting la" EVERY ONE WAS ALL LAUGHING WHILE JASPER THINKS HE IS SEXY HAH! that was so funny~

Then later, went to rainald's housse for dota, cantius, aloy, bervyn, joel, jiawei came along. it was first me and aloy vs joel, jiawei and cantius and we owend SHIT!~mostly me cause of MURLOC! SLARK FTW! Then later bervyn left and then aloy and rainald vs me cantius and joel, they owned shit... both invis man, so hard but at least icould survive! Rainalds mom got scared when i killed him and shouted LOL

Joel and i really went along very well when in dota even thought he hates me, i dont thought, we should play dota more often :D anyway joel, if you are reading this, which you can, sorry for whatever ive done man, in the hols i was a little out of shape and order, you arnt, you got a better life, but anyway, please forgive me man, be brothers again? *stretches out my hand* :3

Thats all for today, life is sweet~

Those that follows my blog, apologies for not writing anything lately, i was busy, tired and slacked out~

Yesterday was the second week of term 2, sighs, and stil ldumped with a lot of hw, and also sci test coming up this thurs, Sexual reproduction and chem changes, Cheryl i know you like the first topic :D anyway, i dont bother to study... at best ill just get an A2.

After school, i followed aloy, cantius and rainald to hougang mall, cause i got nothing better else to do and its a monday :D, ate pizza hut *chills down my spine* although only cantius and rainald ate. we should have went to the buffet next door... more worth it. cantius sat and squezzed next to me and tried to peak under a girls skirt that was sitting beside us and she noticeably, her legs were spread and her skirt was short... i blame cantius...

then later cantius went to get a hair cut and i showed him where it was, INFRONT OF HIM and he still did not noticed... blur like sotong sia... while he was havign a haircut, i went up to buy crispy chicken from the taiwan store nxt to old chunky (you will kknow when you say it). and i also happen to bump into a girl from HIHS :D we had a very good convo and it was nice to see her again after so long.

went back and cantius still didnt cut his hair, BTW YOU OWE ME 3.20 and rainald you owe me 1.10... then when he cut his har, he loos really DAMN WEIRD but when he was done he looks fine, during the barber session aloy mentioned his sisters and rainald got very interested, including me lol :D

then later before i went of for tution, i say a comics connection havign a sale and when i say a sleepign lion keychain fro mfinal fantasy I WANTED TO BUY IT AND ONLY $3! and so i bought it and i was very over joyed :D at first i asked them to come down when they were going up the excalator but then later the came down and become damn interested... i have eyes for good stuff O>O then after i bought my stuff, rainald found a purple octopus and asked aloy to put it on his head, IT WAS DAMN CUTE AND DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHA! rainald took the photo and soon wil lpost on facebook, i cant wait to see it :D

well thats all for monday, and for the record rainald, i was quite for anonymous reasons :D

Not too long ago i had tis problem, now i want to fix it... if you are looking at this i am sorry for being a pest, i just want what happen to be forgotten, just be back to being friends la, you know who you are, ICE CREAM!

On an irrelevant note, The girl i like seems to be loosening up, now she's giving me the silent treatment for fun. In morning training, before the lesson ended, we had a 25m race, i yelled "I WANT TO RACE WITH YOU!" then she purposely asked the guy standing next to me "hey! lets race!" while she gave me a grin. still liked it though~

Then later in afternoon training, when we were having a relay, i was suppose to go to the other side of the pool to do butterfly, then i bumped into her, she said sorry and gave me what seems to be a smile, i was blur at the moment, then i aslo said a sorry as if it was nothing, i should have made a short convo... DAMMIT

What a saturday :D

Morning: Terrible
Later morning: Bad
Noon: So-So
Early afternoon: Better
Afternoon: Sweet!

Today, in the morning was sports day... we are not and participating and yet we still have to go... Bethomiew are terrible cheerers but we WON SECOND PLACE!!! not really caring though...The only thing i would care about is Miss Ong and Miss Mo in tight yellow shirts :3 And bervyn said how it would be soo good if you like move your head around in between their "JUGS". HAHAHAHAAHAA!

Then later we were walking to the lan place, bervyn, haikal and abby kee taking turns to carry aloysious. they want to prove that they are actually strong... lol. After eating we all went to the lan shop but on the way me and justin went into a small grocery shop to look for Dr. Peppers, sadly there isnt any... But when we went in, everyone followed us in... posers then later haikal picked up a FHM magazine and everyone started crowding around, me and justin were like WTF...

Later in the game, first we lost then the next 2 games we won. BERVYN WAS A BASTARD THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING, first he use taylor swift as a name... then later adamtheretard then the last is Your MOM. When i killed bervyn in dota, the thing showed, "Yosh has pwned Your MOM" then me, justin, cantius, baggio and aloy laughed damn hard at that funny phrase! Viper FTW! :3

Then later everyone left to the bus stop, then they all get off after the bus stop for montfort and only me and justin were left on the bus. I needed to piss badly... so i followed justin to heartland mall and then we came across a woman giving out vouchers for Domino's pizza. Justin said those were all worth it and i said so what, then i was hungry so i followed him to the domino pizza shop.
he bought the personal size pizza and i said, WOW that is so not worth it. Then he gave me a slice and i tried, MY TONGUE WENT TO HEAVEN. It was so damn zai...

Then later i went to swimming, Today was probably the most slack training ever. And then after training i talked to the rest of the gang having fun :D

I'd say today was a great day~

Man, i was looking at danceworks on okto and i was so jealous... i wanted to learn hot they danced and all that but im stuck in montfort... no fun on these kinds of things at all, all is study and all the educational excursion, nowonder montfortians became like they are today... i wish i lived differently and went to a diff school... or at least learned how they danced....

But 3 things i will never forget to pursue things, Never give up, never back down, Dont lose faith. but the thing is i dont know where to start....

Its raining in the after noon, sky is dark and in my room. Something about the rain just makes me think about my life, seeing flash backs of memories, good and bad ones. It also makes me feel more emotional, feeling so lovey-duby to the person i like and missing my old friends, including the ones i lost...

Today after school ended, PIZZA ON RAINALD , Haikal was being a pig eating more than 2 pizzas, while i only had two :3 I have no training today cause my mmuscles are aching, and tomorrow is sports day... why cant the peopel participating just go themselves? we are not included so its actually wasting out lifespan, screw schools and their compulsory policy... but lucky after the sports day, we are going to the lan shop and play dota :3 the losing team losses will pay for the winner's fee~

Well the day could have gotten better, still sad somehow, im like missing soemthing, or want something precious... I miss my soul sister :(

Two weeks ago we had an end of term party~













Group Photo!













Monkey me~

Yendall was getting pwned and tao porked!












OH THIS WAS DAMN FUNNY, IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY AND WE THREW HIM INTO THE POOL LIKE THAT, BUT IT FAILED AND HIS BACK GOT HIT HARD HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!

Pissed mood: something about singaporeans,including myself, are not loyal, friends worthy or trustworthy either. But a jolly sap like me, i trust anybody that seems nice to me. But that caused me to break and burn... I just make friends with the wrong people time and time, i should have gone to the school around my town area, like Compassvale sec or Nan chiao or possibly holy innocents... Regret is something people can't turn back, its just have to be moved along~

Word of the day: Malevolence~

Back to another new term on the first day. IT SUCKED PLATYPUS SHIT~ everytime i look at the guy who sits in front of me, i feel like just whacking him for backstabbing... another 3 more months then i leave... sigh...

Its late afternoon, like 4.41pm to be specific. Spending my sunday doing hw, *exhale*. I've only done like english hw since like 11 in the morning. BTW do not follow the time posted, its bullshitting~ BACK TO BLOODY HW, DIE MATHS DIE!

Word of the day: Chocolate

I maybe childish and whatever diss you might say. But if it weren't for me, you and that girl would be still living your own separate lives if i did not become so kepo. One guy would still dislike the girl, and she would still hate his idiotic character. Then now, when like after you two started like becoming close friends again i've been slowly being forgotten or drifting away. Do you know how sad it is? to like have a best friend you hang out a lot then suddenly things just chage over one holiday. YES i considered YOU my best friend. But then hols started, your charactor and attitude change. You keep rejecting on my suggestions to do something. OK sure i understand you have plans but at least have a the courtesy to tell me you are busy for the week instead of turning me down with "nah" and etc... That way i could have gone out with my mom to vietnam but no i rejected her offer to spend with my dad there and instead im stuck in singapore got nothing to do and feeling left out of everything. SPEAKING OF BEING LEFT OUT, you guys went out to see kidnapper... i wanted to go too but sorry i could have spoiled you lover's mood... And also i just want to make a new friend, fine i broke your promise, sorry, but she just keeps taking your side doesn't she, "you are nicer" and etc from her...

I ain't angry but i am fucking pissed...
i get you two together, im happy for you two, i dont expect to get an appreciation but DON'T FUCKING TREAT ME LIKE AN ASSHOLE YOU BACKSTABBER! IF YOU GOT YOUR REASONS I LIKE TO HEAR IT!

Today in the morning when i went out to swim training at about 8.30+, i feel like shitting and my stomach was hurting in the bus, the girl next to me thought i was constipated... The intervals of bus stopping made me want to shit more cause of the stop and go motion... Then i finnaly couldn't hold it in any longer, I WAS ABOUT TO SHIT IN MY JAMMERS. Then i rushed to the nearest kopitiam and the men toliet was all full... in desperation i went to the ladies toilet, THANK GOD NO ONE WAS THERE. Then a few mins later, a great load has been lifted, on problem... NO TOILET PAPER... Then i was late and rushing, i took my spare undies and wiped my butt. Those were the good undies... and i threw them away... Then i arrived at the complex and just got shouted a little...

One thing went well, the girl i like who hates me now is cooling down over time, when the other swimmers made fun of her and me being together, she keeps smiling but when she looks at me, she gave me a dead expression. But a smile is worth seeing~

Word of the day: Leprosy

I'm out~

Great i just lost another friend, and she is from swimming, and i really, really, really like her. That's all i can say, NO QUESTIONS. argh what to do...

Question of the moment:
What do you do when you made your friend pissed at you?

answer in the comments below~

i just remembered something... if it weren't for me, my friend his friend would have not become like close friends again. And now i am being shut out of their lives. FML. im like just so fucking sad right now... what to do, God please give me an answer...

I'm loosing good friends... accursed fate... I really just want the way things were before. Just no fight or whatsoever, i apologise whatsoever i did wrong, just like don't change la~

On an irrelevant note: My muscles hurt like hell, going training days straight is hard to recover.

Word of the day: Desolate

Question of the day: What's food to you?
Answer in the comment section below~

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