Sorry for all those that reads.

lately studying is the onlything on my mind, and occasionally mousehunt :D anyway things happend this week

-monday holidy
went cycling, got to meet a few people, bump into few random people :D
studied

-tuesday, 1/3 the class got owned by miss yap, so damn funny :D
-ran 2.4 and happy with my results :D 13.10! improved by 3 seconds :D
idiotic fun clas as usual
people call me a stalker and so i will open my stalking services for FOC in money that is

-today
talked to sean about stalking services :D
massworkout, pain as hell
maths, again epic
chinese, ran out of class as usual
english, presented our hillarious video, kinda sad for my poor speaking skills
lit, got back test paper and 17/25, one of the higest in class :D
music, SLACKED AND PLAYED, funny falling water on people, throwing things from first and second floor, pulled a few pants down from pull ups, HAH! then waited for soccer but rather go home

right now, im drooling cause i need starbucks, caramel frap... *drool...*

Drooling is aporduct of Life is Sweet Co.

99 days left. My vision was correct.

Today was quite interesting. Morning was like last week, quite peaceful until Discipline Master came in. He seems to be happy to see our mischievous faces~ People got called out and scolded, few were framed. Then councilors were called out and then complications happened. One got hurt, one got away, one defended and one was blurr~ Throughout the day, hatred took over peoples' mind. After actions were demanded, the class became timid, incredible.

After school there was suppose to be 2.4km run but it 'seemed' to look like it was gonna rain, but we got fooled and wasted the day. Went to defend the hurt, ate with the hurt and defendant. went to Imac lab to waste time with good people :D

Studying at the moment, i wish books works like lyrics, easy and simple to remember with the right tune and motivation.

I am not giving up on what i must pursuit. I will make my goal.

Random Quote: Go for the Golden Goal~

Life is Sweet Co. likes to study~

Her mother call me irresponsible, so thats why i cant contact her whatsoever, except like face to face, i agree but kind of sad. i mean i like just want to chat a little from time to time, i agree i have been over excessively chatting to her, causing her to sleep late, yeah, sorry for that. but if i could just like contact her like before, except the smsing part, i would have like lighten up more. she's fun to talk to when im bored or whatever. man... i regret what i've done before. man i really want to talk to her, but after what i have done i have no idea how to approach he anymore, i cant tell wheather she hates me or just being anti to me. sigh...

101 days left for Life is Sweet Co.

101 days left

School
-pe, sit up, 42, A
-almost 2.4, nobody cares, back to school
-bervyn hit his head, sent him home, lol get better man
-asyraf, he say i extra, but he's more himself
-tried to sing some song in class i forgot today
-class is getting more fun~

after school
-wen to eat
-went to art room to finish my work
-asyraf and aloy fight eachother, strangle, blah blah

went to swim, pain pain pain, came home

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impossible... ive trained since last year and i have a lot of enthusiasm to excel in it, but why now? why am i getting more and more late for training? why am i not putting my best effort anymore? wtf is wrong with me? am i there for just her? if she hates me then i have no place there now? was that my intention? i dont think so... i want to go back, i love the smell of chlorine, i love to see her face, i love pushing myself to the limit and breaking my records. I WILL CONTINUE!

today was good actually, bad luck didn't seem to strike.

school
-d&t, couldn't feel my fingers
-MFP, ate in class, justin drank 5 juices at one go...
-maths, haikal got sabo'd by me and aloy :D he kena whacked by ms yap HAH!

afterschool
-followed bervyn, cantius and steven to listen to ms chan's god talk
-got bored and i couldnt handle it
-went to lan with justin lenard jackie cantius bervyn aloy and matthew
-first game lost
-second game, lost more LOL
bervyn left and joel took his place
-me and justin laughed and played the rape game on DOTA LOL
-saw a perverted map and laughing like hell
-took bus home with joel and lenard
-after lenard left, awkward silence
-couldn't go swimming cause exhausted

sigh i remember the picture on the last day of term one on the BBQ party at rain's house. it was sure a damn good day. when before the fight started between me and joel, yeah i like those times. its more fun when we were good friends. leane took my place so what to do. i cant remember what we actually fought about... seriousely, i think that the fight had no meaning to it. i realy cant remember the reason at all...

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incredible, i became a bookworm, thanks to her :D in class today, im liek all silent and all and just with my book, no care to the world, just me and my book :D

today was kinda... like peaceful. maybe cause i was in my own world, sunny morning kissing my face, cool breeze whistling across my hair, haikal getting owned and ganged up by people with ice cubes :D that was at recess, so fun~

today i tolerated quite well, al lthose that maked me pissed actually didnt work. knowing my moral made me not go violent~

something i thought of and know why im like all silent and so called 'anti social' right now. im not, i just dont want to be there when im not wanted like yendall, but thats his job cause like bervyn and the rest are like his best buds while im not. so if i go, its like im being an extra. im only there when im wanted, if not, im in my own little world. which is kinda sad actually but getting use to it.

sigh, i really want to fix the bridge between you and me girl, gotta think of something.

my luck has gone terribly bad after since i made up with joel, its the same thing even before that, bad luck strikes, like today and tuesday, i went, thunderstorm followed... i knwo gods trying to tell me something but i just dont know what, please talk to me...

Silent Bookie is on the loose... watch out... Life is Sweet Co...

today was a... disappointment actually...

things happen in class today
-joel got bitched by the chinese teacher
-all of us really couldnt care about lit class
-did napfa
-tired...

its really sad when people just cancel out on you, but ihave no right to be angry this time, shes sick, what to do? get better girl. :]

the price i pay for the things i get doesn't seem worth it from before. cause last time, the unluckiness was always countered by good friends that had so much time. now after what's happen, the bad luck came back again when things became like before but only just not good friends anymore and not like we use to... but what to do, actions caused, people moved on.

brandon was right, i tempted the girl and she burned down the bridge of what we use to be. i take it all back, i want to rebuild the bridge again just so i can come over and be use to life before. i annoy you cause you always seem so accepting and also cause you are fun to be with girl. i wish i can apologise and just be like we use to girl.

This Boy likes This Girl alot~

thanks justin earthshaker was fun to play and got me back to normal, for now anyways, STUN FTW!

EarthShaker has been learned by Life is Sweet Co.

cant be bothered to post what happen today but
-aloy got kicked out of class in lit saying FK
-bervyn, awkwardly smiling and laughing alot today
-studying adn doign hw and also project, walao..
-took photo of class and me and joel carried aloy :)
-tried to dota but halfway got tution, i was getting pwned by joel and bervyn lol
-Bervyn went t get his Four Season Eggs LOL
-met someone today :D

thats all

Life is Sweet Co. Hates Tiredness

Drinking milk and eating banana at the momment, lol

Well today seems to be an upturn. everything seemed to be like just go my way, i think. joel and i became friends again but i dont think like before, but its better than the silent treatment. rainald's going to army tomorrow. good luck~ and ive done all my hw and in a good mood. but i still feel that missing something, i just dont know what, something still needs to be done but i just dont know.

tomorrow's another day, well~

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To the geog teacher we like to annoy. Rainald~

Your time has come to serve NS and leave us, we (I) thank you for being with us for these past few months. well, for me, thanks for being 'my savior' from time to time when i needed help. as for the rest, we thank you for being a temp geog teacher we never liked at first but now its different. ok i suck at this 'we thank you' thing but anyway, have a great life, train hard, dont give up and just make sure you won't forget us~ remember 2E1 is just a number. and for the record, fairytales can come true just need faith man~ BLOODY BIG HEAD FOREVER!

Whatever the misunderstanding is about the AAA and i blame you, fine its my fault, still misunderstood, sorry. but please, i want to stop this class commotion. since ever we like just hate each other, the class is getting more on and they think you are winning. i know you wern't doing anything and just like trying to ignore me and all but the class thinks you are doing things to me. we need to like just be back to the brother hood can man? sooner or later they class will go kamakazi on me and there few remaining months is not gonna be peaceful if this miscommunication continues. just at least clear up the situation for about until summer hols start. i dont mind if you still hate me wahtsoever but at least just tell me man. when after summer hols starts, i promis you you will never see my face again.

life is like a recipe, trying to make each day a better one. Sweeter, saltier, sour-er and etc. Like the four seasons, each season is different, but who likes bitter?

today im gonna say is real quick. in class, TRIED to gave everyone the silent treatment because of the AAA group, failed, end up smiling and back to usual, my moments of anger is quite short. usually its only a while then its gone. well anyway, learned about not giving up in MFP and etc. oh, D&T is the silent thing went well, but logesh, a guy, was so annoying... he just wont leave me alone, apparently today i went physical :) and also he molested me in d&t with a siccors... pathetic...

Maths lately im not payign attention and hw and all cause like its kinda hard to concentrate when alot is going on at the moment. oh well.

after school went lan, but sadly tomorrow morning got compertion, so i was partially lying. anyway, lan was quite a joke for our team... we had lenard aloy cantius and justin with me. at the end of the first game, we were like heck care, sell everything and buy dagon and SPAM. IT WAS DAMN FUNNY WE WERE ALL LOAO (lauging our asses off) then the second game was also funny, justin wanted to ruin rainald's drow so he picked and repicked but i forgot to warn them about this bone fletcher, but it was still awesome!

then later we went to mcdonalds, rain, abby bervyn and joel went off while i stayed with aloy, justin and jackie. then after watching tthem eat... they mad a disgusting concoction... *cooking show* first we put sugar, pepper, milk powder, tomado sauce, chilli and hot and spicy powder into the curry sauce~ then stir it well with a french fry and pour it all into a coke filled with ice. Shake it well and VOILA! then they dared and siccor paper stone each other, i didnt wanted to but then i was forced.. i lost to jacking and was force to drink but then i escape... i called rainald about his ipod and went back, they all gave me black faces.

on the bus home, we were having a topic on "Can people piss during sex?".

Everyone: no.
Aloy: CAN LA!
Cantius: cannot... i tried liao
Everyone: stared at cantius

IT WAS DAMN FUNNY HAH! we have witnessed~

well all for today swimming tomorrow~

Concoction is a product of Life IS Sweet Co.

today i was sick, drifting in and out of consciousness because of exhaustion lately, id expect at least one message from anyone that is like 'you okay today'? but instead i found out this, the new AAA group, aka Anti Adam Association. i really dont know what i do this time... i really am pissed and dont find it funny. if they just think its a joke, they are all being unreasonable, unacceptable and undeniably fucking idiots.

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_l_ may god or me have mercy on you...

Mental breakdown.

sobbing.

Recently, the class is going against me, im being lowered to the class most hated... people are being double standart to me. hate me or like me, make up your mind, its annoying and also misunderstanding, thats how problems are caused. i know when is play and when is real, but all is real and no play... things just went on going from bad to worseand my luck is changing to back to the old one again... why had, asyraf say, 'the war' started? why can't we just make up? im getting all the negative benefit after these things started, one by one, people just go on your side... im quite sad really not angry, just sad.

today, school was terrible as usual, tried to become quiet but couldn't, joel got a 'massive' headache and went home, it'll get better man, then after school, me and aloy went to kfc at hougang mall. a 'deaf' person came to our table and just dropped off things and had a card saying that he was deaf and please buy, he went on to the other tables as well. i knew that guy, i saw him doing this trice, on at sengkang, one at serangoon and one today. and he is a Caucasian... he should just learn sign language, its much easier.

then later me and aloy jalan jalan, saw alot of things, he told me while outside the libary he dropped his pencil, LOL. i was lucky, when i was drinking my dew, an ice dropped but inside, heng ah. we went to the top floor, say a girl got 'molested' and screamed chee bye and then back to playign with that guy... i dont get people these days.

well now im home and got nothing else to do, suppose to see movie with 'her' but since he has a problem, schedual cancled to next week, sigh~

My feelings are really confused right now, i really dont know what should my next move be, in life, im living aimlessly at the momment, which is quite meaningless. i just want purpose and to be loved in any way... too emotional~

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Well sinc yesterday, asyraf was punking me. he pretended to be some girl called alice f rom cedar school. one dead giveaway~ he said he who is she, hade gone to amk hub to watch movie btu have no money, rainald also said thye have gone to watch movie so then i remembered asyraf following and the time he smsed me on his own hpone number.. then i started palying along, until today, he finally revealed himself which i knew all along... reall nice try actually, good effort but bad liar~

The girl i like is hurt... poor girl, i just heard the news today actually, brandon told me about her knee got dislocated while after a night sleep, she got up and moved a little, and it hurted like hell and so she is now with a clutch and has a hard time going up and down stairs, trouble sitting down in class and others. i just feel so bad that i cant just go and comfort her. why must it happen to her? i wish i could be next to her. get well soon girl, ill be here for ya~ :)

wishes will be part of the Life is Sweet Co.

Okay okay, i agree everything is my fault kay? I AM SORRY MY BROTHER, forget everything and just start fresh man, its really painful to be left out on all the fun with my best bud who i use to hang around with man, if everything is my fault, its fine, blame it all but know this, i am different from others man, you said it yourself, and i take you as my best friend man, an infinite apologies is all i offer and want brothers in return.

Mondays always have something in store for me~

first, school was boring as hell... everyone was interested in magnets... and 'stroking' them. and then later, everyone was raping each other before lit...

second, i went to meet a friend from hihs in hougang mall, when i refused to follow the usuals to eat. then after having convo with her, i wanted to find the rest, but since no one picks up when i want to follow them... i got pissed finding them, i went home.

3rd, on my way hole, a girl which i thought was asyraf phone... sms me. she said her name was alice and i thought asyraf was just playing a fool, but then i t was actually an accidental text to me. coincidentally, it turned out to be rain's friend who is form church, hah what luck~

4th, im being ignored and yet friended at the same time... i dont like being ignored... its the same as talking to a wall or as good as not talking at all... its just sad for me...

all for monday~

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Well sunday was quite a mood downer, only thing i did, watch movies, do hw, look at card tricks, eat, sleep, cycle and went to cut my hair...

ugh my hair must be cut off cause of school... why do they even bother if people look like a gay or a girl, its just hair... i dont grow to that extent but still.. why must we cut hair, sigh~ good bye long spikes, hello short spikes...

I've done like about 3 apologies to him, and im still waiting for his response. but, i think he is going to one way me, i apologise, while h just forgives me. shouldn't it be two way? one apologise to another, if he wont thnen i should remind him...

1. the cause of him hating me cause i annoy him over the hols, he didnt say he got plans and dont bother to have the courtesy to tell me at first, which then started the "i annoyed him" problem.

2. 'she' is like his bestfriend now, after what i so happen to be bothersom and add her, he got angry and then a short drama momment. no bothersome me = not like this now

3. they cancled on me the last day or so when i already told my mom im not following her to see my dad in vietnam... trip wasted cause of that...

thats all i can remember so far...

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Okay, yesterday was quite a boring day, the only fun thing happened was go eat steam boat, satay, chicken wings and more satay at amk kopitiam, damn zai~ with my aunt, cousins, maid and amah (who blanja for everything cause she striked lottery, 1K SIA!) then after, i had a food zai coma...

Today:

went out in the morning for training, 'she' was there again and i was damn so happy to see her face on a saturday morning~ her bright brown hair, her shining lucent brown eye that glitter like how water shines under the sun, her body of an hourglass and hips that sways like a pendulum with each graceful step she takes. her silent treatment is over! whoo i can be back to normal with her~

When before our turn was called, i flopped out like washed up whale and everyone was laughing, brandon says i move funny and keep splashing water on me to save me(whale). then andrew came along and just keep smacking me... i keep making random movement while im still washed up, lol, everyone was guessing whats the whale gonna do next, then he sat on me like a horse... the whale got angry and flopped over everywhere like a worm with a tantrum on steroids. everyone was laughing like mad and so was 'her'. id do anything just to see her smile of angels~

after stroke check, nothing really amazing happend, followed my mom and her errons, then te fun came when i saw my friend and his girls ^^ doing charity work at vivo, idk why but i brought my bicycles along, so i did card tricks to help them, it felt awesome, impressing people, seeing their faces and also tricking for a good cause~ i wanted to get phone numbers and facebook or etc but i wasnt so bad so i didnt bother~

afternoon training, no relay but game of chase, i did 60 pushups because i keep kena taken over.... but at least that is better than chionging~

and done~

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The Fray - Heartless Cover












In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road,
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil,
you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yNU4SmQcHo&feature

The Fray - How to save a life?




















Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjjHt3sG5Zg&feature


Life is Sweetly Sad~