Friends are nothing more than play things.

Act of Random Kindness.

71 more days To do it.

All of this give me hope and all of these things seems to be related to me right now... i know, god is trying to tell me something. he always did. I just can't hear him.

Oh fucking hell, after exam everything is back to the unlucky state of mind. My life seems to co-reside in luck. I maybe being superstitious but the things that are happening to me is really pissing me off, making me go back into depression and im getting fucking tired of it. After i got sweeped by cantius when he was being all lightsaber starwars, my glasses cracked, people starts to hate me and i keep saying wrong things to people. I'm going fuckign despesperate for a miracle right now. God, i really need you ugh... Going training is the only thing that keeps me cheer-ie but even fucking bad luck strikes there, my bottle broke, fell from the second floor bathroom because of a strong wind. I'd scream at bad luck if it was real right now. Fuck all that is happening right now. Depression takes over, good fuck.

Friends is another issue... although i'm leaving, don't get me wrong, people aren't really treating me like before... now im like left out of all the fun, and if i like self invite, its gonna be worse... Ugh, im being sucked into a void of invisibility, Fucking hell, im so damn sad... Leaving like this is not how i expected... argh, i wanted to go prawning as well...

Hell its been long since i've updated my blog. Exam just finished yesterday, WHOO!

Yesterday was art and i did something different then my usual rainbow contrast. I called it Vintage 1901. My part of the shoe had like all the design that looked like it was made in the 1800s. the color says it all :D Fading contrast and color, stitched design, A logo of 1901. i just hope its convincing for ms chan if not... i failed my artistic aspect...

Went training during exam period, hah couldn't be bothered with the exams lately. Lately i've been forced by my cousin and uncle to grow abs. i like their intention but its torturing like hell.

When it comes to holidays or whatever my social life is quite sad... I don't expect sympathy but i just want to do something instead of being home. Lately been in and out of depression for unknown reason. Man i wish had a normal social life...

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