Recently, the class is going against me, im being lowered to the class most hated... people are being double standart to me. hate me or like me, make up your mind, its annoying and also misunderstanding, thats how problems are caused. i know when is play and when is real, but all is real and no play... things just went on going from bad to worseand my luck is changing to back to the old one again... why had, asyraf say, 'the war' started? why can't we just make up? im getting all the negative benefit after these things started, one by one, people just go on your side... im quite sad really not angry, just sad.

today, school was terrible as usual, tried to become quiet but couldn't, joel got a 'massive' headache and went home, it'll get better man, then after school, me and aloy went to kfc at hougang mall. a 'deaf' person came to our table and just dropped off things and had a card saying that he was deaf and please buy, he went on to the other tables as well. i knew that guy, i saw him doing this trice, on at sengkang, one at serangoon and one today. and he is a Caucasian... he should just learn sign language, its much easier.

then later me and aloy jalan jalan, saw alot of things, he told me while outside the libary he dropped his pencil, LOL. i was lucky, when i was drinking my dew, an ice dropped but inside, heng ah. we went to the top floor, say a girl got 'molested' and screamed chee bye and then back to playign with that guy... i dont get people these days.

well now im home and got nothing else to do, suppose to see movie with 'her' but since he has a problem, schedual cancled to next week, sigh~

My feelings are really confused right now, i really dont know what should my next move be, in life, im living aimlessly at the momment, which is quite meaningless. i just want purpose and to be loved in any way... too emotional~

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Well sinc yesterday, asyraf was punking me. he pretended to be some girl called alice f rom cedar school. one dead giveaway~ he said he who is she, hade gone to amk hub to watch movie btu have no money, rainald also said thye have gone to watch movie so then i remembered asyraf following and the time he smsed me on his own hpone number.. then i started palying along, until today, he finally revealed himself which i knew all along... reall nice try actually, good effort but bad liar~

The girl i like is hurt... poor girl, i just heard the news today actually, brandon told me about her knee got dislocated while after a night sleep, she got up and moved a little, and it hurted like hell and so she is now with a clutch and has a hard time going up and down stairs, trouble sitting down in class and others. i just feel so bad that i cant just go and comfort her. why must it happen to her? i wish i could be next to her. get well soon girl, ill be here for ya~ :)

wishes will be part of the Life is Sweet Co.

Okay okay, i agree everything is my fault kay? I AM SORRY MY BROTHER, forget everything and just start fresh man, its really painful to be left out on all the fun with my best bud who i use to hang around with man, if everything is my fault, its fine, blame it all but know this, i am different from others man, you said it yourself, and i take you as my best friend man, an infinite apologies is all i offer and want brothers in return.

Mondays always have something in store for me~

first, school was boring as hell... everyone was interested in magnets... and 'stroking' them. and then later, everyone was raping each other before lit...

second, i went to meet a friend from hihs in hougang mall, when i refused to follow the usuals to eat. then after having convo with her, i wanted to find the rest, but since no one picks up when i want to follow them... i got pissed finding them, i went home.

3rd, on my way hole, a girl which i thought was asyraf phone... sms me. she said her name was alice and i thought asyraf was just playing a fool, but then i t was actually an accidental text to me. coincidentally, it turned out to be rain's friend who is form church, hah what luck~

4th, im being ignored and yet friended at the same time... i dont like being ignored... its the same as talking to a wall or as good as not talking at all... its just sad for me...

all for monday~

sadness produced by LIfe is Sweet~

Well sunday was quite a mood downer, only thing i did, watch movies, do hw, look at card tricks, eat, sleep, cycle and went to cut my hair...

ugh my hair must be cut off cause of school... why do they even bother if people look like a gay or a girl, its just hair... i dont grow to that extent but still.. why must we cut hair, sigh~ good bye long spikes, hello short spikes...

I've done like about 3 apologies to him, and im still waiting for his response. but, i think he is going to one way me, i apologise, while h just forgives me. shouldn't it be two way? one apologise to another, if he wont thnen i should remind him...

1. the cause of him hating me cause i annoy him over the hols, he didnt say he got plans and dont bother to have the courtesy to tell me at first, which then started the "i annoyed him" problem.

2. 'she' is like his bestfriend now, after what i so happen to be bothersom and add her, he got angry and then a short drama momment. no bothersome me = not like this now

3. they cancled on me the last day or so when i already told my mom im not following her to see my dad in vietnam... trip wasted cause of that...

thats all i can remember so far...

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Okay, yesterday was quite a boring day, the only fun thing happened was go eat steam boat, satay, chicken wings and more satay at amk kopitiam, damn zai~ with my aunt, cousins, maid and amah (who blanja for everything cause she striked lottery, 1K SIA!) then after, i had a food zai coma...

Today:

went out in the morning for training, 'she' was there again and i was damn so happy to see her face on a saturday morning~ her bright brown hair, her shining lucent brown eye that glitter like how water shines under the sun, her body of an hourglass and hips that sways like a pendulum with each graceful step she takes. her silent treatment is over! whoo i can be back to normal with her~

When before our turn was called, i flopped out like washed up whale and everyone was laughing, brandon says i move funny and keep splashing water on me to save me(whale). then andrew came along and just keep smacking me... i keep making random movement while im still washed up, lol, everyone was guessing whats the whale gonna do next, then he sat on me like a horse... the whale got angry and flopped over everywhere like a worm with a tantrum on steroids. everyone was laughing like mad and so was 'her'. id do anything just to see her smile of angels~

after stroke check, nothing really amazing happend, followed my mom and her errons, then te fun came when i saw my friend and his girls ^^ doing charity work at vivo, idk why but i brought my bicycles along, so i did card tricks to help them, it felt awesome, impressing people, seeing their faces and also tricking for a good cause~ i wanted to get phone numbers and facebook or etc but i wasnt so bad so i didnt bother~

afternoon training, no relay but game of chase, i did 60 pushups because i keep kena taken over.... but at least that is better than chionging~

and done~

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The Fray - Heartless Cover












In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road,
he lost his soul to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil,
you bringin' out a side of me that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yNU4SmQcHo&feature

The Fray - How to save a life?




















Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And would I have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And I pray to God he hears you
And I pray to God he hears you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjjHt3sG5Zg&feature


Life is Sweetly Sad~